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Day 10 of this Insamity

Okay I know I may skip a day or two when I actually get to make a a blogpost now. I promise that it is not because I don't want to, It's because I woke up late and ran out of time so I have to start my homework right away. Anyways, It has officially been two days with me not working out and hopefully that will change this afternoon. When I work-out in my room, I actually like to wear my dance clothes because it actually makes me feel official and motivated for some reason. I know that's dumb but it works. It's like my dance clothes expect to be worked in. Call me crazy. Did I have on dance clothes when I went grocery shopping because I was caught off guard when the opportunity presented itself? Yes. Did it happen more than once? Yes. At least I was wearing shorts along with my leotard and pink tights. I sent out my letters and people are starting to get them!!!! I'm not doing this to get attention, I promise. But I wanna know if my lovelies liked their letter!! Is that bad? For me to sit at home waiting for people to tell me that they got their letter and it brought a smile to their face? I don't know. I'm just one of those people that loves to give things to people, because I mostly love their reaction. It makes me happy to give just as much as receiving. Okay today I put on a cute outfit and it feels soooooo good to not wear sweatpants. I mean, I am wearing leggings so there is basically no difference but STILL. I am exited for senior year. I came to the point that I just want to see my lovely friends. I was on a meeting with my principal and It hit me that when there are school activities, there is a handful of seniors that I loved with all of my heart and they wont be there next year. Just the thought of that made me feel weary. ugh. I miss them already. I want to know in advance if i'm gonna end up hating or loving my senior year. I honestly think that there can't be anything that will make me hate senior year. I can see myself loving it. I'm just scared. So many things are happening ahhhhh!! It's okay because quarantine will end eventually, I may be going insane. Also, I didn't make anyone cry today..... But its only 4:30. ;)

Soph
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