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Day one of this insanity

Hello fellow people who may or may not be reading this, here is where all of my nonstop thoughts will be plastered... I will have a specific time in the morning to write out all of the nonsense that comes to mind before my daily routine actually starts. I don't know if anyone will read this or not, and frankly, I don't really care. I think I just found one of the best ways to keep myself composed. I have brought myself to a realization that the combination of coffee, movie scores in my ears, and writing blends into a complete pool of tranquility. I know staying at home hasn't exactly been a haven for everyone, especially those that CAN'T stay home. But I am trying to find sooo many ways to keep people in their happy mindset, including myself (hence the random writing). I love my family, I really do. What's not to love? The thing is, spending all day, every day with ONLY them, is definitely something interesting. I NEED to hug someone that isn't my dog, and that's on social distancing. I can't even count how many people I have already said that to. Last time I was in a group call on Zoom, I nearly cried. I just wanted to hug everyone that was on there!!! Also, something really fun happening is that my mind keeps RANDOMLY replaying very embarrassing moments that happened to me when I was like, in middle school. Like come on! WHAAT is that all about. Anyways. I'm kinda done writing. I think I need an outro catchphrase like " in case I don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight." - - The Truman Show.  OOOOOooo I actually like that. Don't judge me. Okay really! Byeeeeee.

Soph


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