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Day seven of this Insanity

Heyo! Okay so I know I haven't posted in two days but both of those days passed by so quickly. I actually went about seven miles on my bike the other day and then had a workout with Ms. Eileen yesterday. When I went outside I actually saw one of my school friends! I now have both of my doors decorated and redone, and most of my homework is done for the week, (despite the daily assignments). Also, I am obsessed with Ben Platt. That is the only thing I am listening to at the moment besides broadway musicals. I swear i'm like a different person. I am trying to find new healthy but good recipes to eat. Today I woke up and put on a dress to try to look cute, then immediately went back to sweatpants and a sweater. The best way to spend your dancing queen year is in your sweatpants. Okay now is confession time, but for real. I hate confrontation and being confronted. Not all confrontations make me uncomfortable, but the ones where someone calls me out, I go crazy. The only thing I don't like the most is when someone calls me out on something I haven't even admitted to myself. Most of the time, it is hard to be 100% honest with myself when it comes to tough situations. Am I an honest person? Yes. But I will be honest about what I believe is true, even if I haven't thought about it much. And that's the way the cookie crumbles. I can be really naive sometimes, but i'm sure i'll grow out of it. Because as far as I know, I am pretty clever for the most part. Self- honesty is completely different than external honesty. So yea, Mamma Mia is putting me in a good mood. It reminds me of summer. The people, the location, and the outfits are the best parts of it, it is all beautiful. My dad believes it is one of the dumbest movies out there. I mean I see his point. If I didn't like musicals so much I probably would agree. But as for now, I find it to be one of my favorite movies. Oh yea last thing! I have a video of Jeremy Jordan singing " Into the unknown"  and he was killing it (I don't know HOW because that song is so high for so many people) but he got to the " knoooooo oh oh oh" part and his voice cracked so bad he had to stop and it put me is SUCH A GOOD MOOD HAHAHAHAHA. Not because I want to see anyone fail, but because I have never seen him fail before and when he did, he took EVERYONE DOWN WITH HIM. I laughed so hard. But that's it for today. Sorry for the random sentences one after another, the quicker I get it down, the more I can get on paper.

Soph
Buce Almighty

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