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Day 11 of this Insanity

Okay I am going to be completely honest with y'all. I recently found out that I am actually allergic to chocolate. AHHHH I'M SO MAD. Before, I kinda suspected it. But now, it is basically proven. I break out. Bad. Like...... really bad. I look disgusting right now. It's all because of CHOCOLATE. The worst part is that the only sweets that I like, is chocolate. That's it. That's all I like. Merry christmas to me. On top of that, I have a handful of auditions coming up. COME ON. Auditions for summer and stuff like that, starts now and I can't!!!! I hope that I grow out of it because it is KILLING me that I can't eat chocolate. Anyways, I hate feeling like I have to be in competition with someone but believe it or not, I sort-of am. Not an unhealthy competition, no! I absolutely love this person but I would love it if this person would just stop being so perfect so I can stop striving for a level above perfection, if that even exists. That is all I am going to say about that. I totally forgot to go college surfing this week... and last week... possibly the week before. I've been so focused on being this amazing student at school. I have one class with an 87 that is keeping me away from having a 4.12 and I will work my butt off to get those three little points up. 3 points!!!!! It shouldn't be that hard and I don't think it will take me long to bring it up. I'm almost there.

Soph
The Princess and the Frog

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