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Day 14 of this Insanity

So I have decided to write down everything that is due this week. Color coding things actually help and I love it. I just realized this morning that I have another choreographing project that is due this Sunday and while it's optional, I have to do it. I haven't even started it. The main thing going through my head is nothing but worry this week. I am not stressed, yet in a way, I am a little anxious. I also haven't had coffee in two days which is probably the reason as to why I feel so run-down and non-energetic. Coffee has now become a part of me and my mornings. OH! I created the PERFECT Sunday rainy day playlist. I love all of the songs on it. They are so relaxing and I love it. The thing is, I feel like I'm missing something important because I feel totally off this morning. It may be a lack of sleep, too much sleep, or maybe even the lack of being around people. Like said many times before, I am way too social for this and I miss my best friends. I have made very few plans with people recently and they were canceled. I'm not mad at all, I just miss being able to hug people and it hit me really hard this morning. Sorry to sound like a bum, but I just needed to get that out there. There is only so much you can get from a FaceTime call. But it's okay, its almost over for all I know. I just need to use this time like I always do. After all, tomorrow is another day!

Soph
Gone With the Wind

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