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Day 19 of this Insanity

Oh..... Gosh.... It has been way too long. To be completely honest, the main reason why I made this blogpost today, is because I had so much running through my mind. And what place is better than plastering all of those thoughts online?? Okay so first off, I have literally been doing nothing. I would do something active here and there, but I spent most of June watching movies and waiting for sickness to arrive. I had strap throat for like a week but I never had a fever, which is weird. I was just tired all the time and had a sore throat and occasional headaches. I even went to the doctor only to get my strap throat test come out negative. But my doctor took one look at my throat and says that I most definitely have strap, and the test can be wrong on young ones. I am over it now, if you're wondering. ANYWAYS. I had this really good cheesy bread last night and I took one look at it this morning and realized that I will never get sick of carbs. OH! Lately I have been doing a TON of college research and scholarship research and I am SO exited. But the main thing I am hoping for right now, is that school can start in August normally and that I don't have to worry about in-person college auditions. I just want to be ready for my pre-screens. Man, senior year is gonna be so good. I can smell it. I accomplished very good things for senior year.... But I need to make every moment last, because it's our last chance, to share the stage, before we go our separate ways. High school wasn't meant to last forever anyways. 


Soph
High School Musical 3

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