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Day 20 of This Insanity

To start off, I have mixed feelings about going back to school on my laptop. This senior year was going to be so good. I'm not saying that it won't be, it just won't be anything like I expected. There is this famous youtuber that went to my school and graduated this year. She posts a lot of school things and while I never really watched her videos before, I started to watch them now just to go back and reminisce the things that SHOULD be happening my senior year but are not anymore. On the bright side, the last time I did school online, I finished with all A's because for some reason it was so much easier for me to do everything online instead of in-person school. So that will for sure bump up my GPA if I keep that up senior year. College research will become a lot easier at home and it will be best for me to find a job since everything else is at home. 'Rona is opening up a lot of doors. But.... I... Miss... School... So.... Much. Am I really allowed to say that? I was extremely stressed but I loved it. I miss the dance studios and actually having the energy to do cardio. I miss the vocal classrooms and getting that really good feeling right before a concert. I miss having to put on makeup and actually putting on cute outfits because I actually had somewhere to go. I MISS THE CHICK-FIL-A BEFORE CONCERTS. I know I can't be the only person. There were so many senior traditions that were supposed to happen 1st semester and I really hope that 2nd semester will be back to normal. I was looking forward to wearing all black and leis. There was going to be so much going on, I wouldn't be able to handle it but I would love it. It's okay. The good news is that lately I have been able to see some of my closest friends here and there so I am not 100% alone. To be honest, I didn't think quarantine would still be going on by this time. But the good news is that I will definitely go back to my regular blogging schedule when school starts because we are right back to square one. I will DEFINITELY be continuing to rant here when school will be going on. This is going to be kick-you-in-the-crotch-spit-on-your-neck fantastic.

Soph
F.r.i.e.n.d.s

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