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Day 29 of this Insanity

 Hey, it's loaf again. So today is a weird and gloomy day. I don't really feel like talking to anyone in person, just texting which is weird. Today is really gloomy which is part of why I'm in a weird mood. The good thing is that I had a very progressive talk with God in the car and I am feeling much better than what I was feeling this morning, emotionally. It's all very personal but it needed to be said. Today I went up to the 8th floor in the library which was a very good idea because it is beautiful and quiet and safe. This is exactly what I needed, thank you God. I can see the Mercedes Benz stadium from here. But anyways, I have a lot of work to do but I will not overwhelm myself. How do you eat an elephant? Take one bite at a time. Man I love the city. I am at peace. After all, we are young. Heartache to heartache we stand.

Until next time, 

Soph

13 Going on 30


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