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Welcome Back to Loaf Thoughts - Day 30

 Hey chillin it's been quite some time. So I took some time today to read a bunch of my old posts and I gotta say, I really like them. Sorry to sound so narcissistic but MAN, i'm interesting. Anyways. I am going to go babysit some sweet kids in a couple of mins but I wanted to write this before I left. Just a little update-- I'm going to Berklee next week for a musical theatre intensive they are having. My friend Alexis asked me if I was nervous and pretty much expected me to be a nervous wreck because this is a huge step for me. But to telly you the truth, I am actually okay. I say "okay" as in, I get nervous from time to time, but it goes away quickly because I remember how long I have wanted this. This is a big deal and I am extremely proud of myself for pushing myself to do some thing like this. I am currently hearing thunder and I am SOO HERE for it. I love rain with all of my heart. Also, I got some Chacos yesterday. Can somebody give this kid a happy meal. I didn't realize how long I have wanted a pair until I got them and receive a satisfied feeling every time I put them on. Nice. Anyways, I'm gonna head out. 

Soph

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