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Day 38

 Well last night I had a long time to process a lot of thoughts. It is the next morning and I am starting to feel a little better now that i have had time to process my thoughts. i am very tired because I had coffee last night and it took me forever to go to sleep. but i definitely know what movie I will be watching tonight and that is "While you Were sleeping". It's such a sweet movie. Today I get to see one of my best friends. Like I said I am feeling a lot better and a little less heavy than I did last night. I started writing this "positivity bucket" and every time something that makes me happy and that I can look back to happens in my life, I write it down. It's an exercise I made for myself to hold on to more positivity and let go of what negative might have happened that day. So far, so great. I did take a quiz and got a bad grade on it even though the answers were in the book word for word. It's absurd i hated it so much i threw my book on the floor and went to sleep. But I pay the consequences this morning because now i don't have my planner with me. That's okay because i mainly have two things to do today: french, and clean my room because i can't think straight without it. Who knows if i'm gonna have a good or bad day today. I'm gonna strive for good. But I did have my coffee and spent my morning drive listening to my favorite tracks on the hairspray album. I just have to keep on livin', L-I-V-I-N. Welp we're about to watch a debate in class and i am very interested so I will see yuns tomorrow. 

soph

dazed and confused

sonny with a chance


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