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an encouraging letter to myself

 Soph. I am currently sitting on the floor of my bedroom and figuring out choreography. I don't even know where to begin.  I have even started to look at choreography videos thinking that this is way too big for me. I came here to stop that now. Many people already have started to congratulate me as soon as I tell them that I have been presented with a choreography opportunity. No one is against this idea. If Corrie asked me to do this, it's because she thinks I am qualified and a good fit for this competition. The Lord is on my side and this is a CHRISTIAN organization. You love to dance, you love to teach dance choreo. The only thing holding you back from your full potential is your thoughts and doubts. Don't let the devil take this away from you. Feeding you lies, saying you can't do it. I can and I will do it. Just watch me. This is all literally for the glory of God and you're gonna crush it. You and your dance team. You literally have Liz helping and collabing with you if you get stuck. Even if you get stuck, that's more than okay. Just take a breather and come back to it. I feel that writing this letter will encourage you to do this. Do not let those negative thoughts get to you. Believe that you can do it and that you will do this. Even if people DO trash talk, who literally cares, this is you serving God and nothing else. Have fun with it my love, and don't you dare be too hard on yourself because you are a beast whether you think so or not. Corrie loved watching you and this is why she chose you to chorograph. 

"She believed she could so she did"

love you, now get back to choreographing 

Soph

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