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Day 42

I currently feel better than I did yesterday. Lemme give you a recap on my week: 

It's the first week of January, I am on break currently and I have been doing literally nothing but waking up at 10 a.m and watching movies all day. Of course, you have the occasional cleaning of room, errands here and there, seeing a friend for coffee. But this week has been on rest. This is my version of hibernation; sleeping in, and watching movies. Unfortunately, yesterday I was in a bit of a rut. I couldn't seem to be happy so that resulted in me buying 2 new pairs of pants. I want to go back to school just to have something to do but at the same time I am not looking forward to the classes I have this semester. It's literally all core classes. I am bored but kind of don't wanna do anything about it at the same time. The good news is I saw my friend this morning as he stopped by my house. I believe we're gonna see a movie tomorrow with some friends. I just don't feel all put together for some reason. I'm going on a fast next week and I am hoping that I will get so much closer to God. I believe all of these movies are kind of just stalking up for the fast because I am cutting movies out of my life for a bit. Trust me, it's all for a good cause. I have been going down my list of movies and hey. I am okay with all this rest I am having. There are just some moments where it feels empty. I know it's gonna go away. All I'm saying is that it happens. 

Soph

Forrest Gump

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