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Day 44

 I am currently sitting in the middle of a very interesting class but I can't seem to focus because I have all this energy that I don't know where to exude. All I can think about is choreography to do for auditions. Oh by the by, I am so ready to do this now you have No idea. It's crazy how much confidence comes along when you know for a fact that this is for the Lord, and it is something he wants you to do. I am so happy. I was looking for upbeat Gospel music and ended up playing "Brighter Day" by Kirk Franklin. This song is so good, I cried in the car. (I'll attach it below btw). Like wow I don't think I have worshiped so hard to a song that was so upbeat. Anyways, what was originally a search for a song to do at teen talent, turned into a search for what to do at auditions. I have one song to do for pliĆ©s, but technically, you can do that with any slow song. I'm also gonna do a grand battement warm-up to see how flexible my dancers are. Good news though, I juste remembered that Georgia State has a dance studio, so there is a possibility that I can choreograph in a studio for free. Man, God is good. We have 15 minutes left in class and I cannot wait to get out so I can check out this studio. I don't think I can focus on anything because I am so exited to choreograph but anxious at the same time because I just wanna get it done. I wanna research, I wanna have the fun that it is to put a GOOD combination together. I just took a quiz and cheated my way out of it. Not proud of it, but do I regret it? Yes. Will I do it again? Probably. Anyways, I'll keep you updated on whether or not my energy becomes satisfied with this dance stuff or if it just wears off. 

Soph

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