day 2 - hopefully this becomes a habit

 I have time until noon right now so i decided to go to Starbucks and get my work done. I sat down, opened my laptop and stopped to find myself people watching. It was such a peaceful four seconds that I actually moved to the window so It would look a lot more natural to stare at people rather than in the middle of the cafe, staring off into the distance. I like to try to figure people's backstories based off of what they're wearing. Look into who they're meeting, where they're going, or just what vibe they have in the moment. I found it remarkably peaceful. There is this guy that rides the roller blades to class every day and he always has on this groovy hat and earbuds. He has such a whimsical way of transporting himself. He quite literally dances his way from class to class and doesn't give a crap about other people judging him. I swear it's like a main character in a dream. On another note, I did not want to get out of bed this morning; much less wake up. My mind was stuck on the most possible dark place it could go to that I laid in bed and took out my bible to try to ease the pain. It helped a little bit. At least it helped me get the energy to get out of bed. I didn't want to leave so i just took my bible with me to school. I'm gonna read it now.