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Morning of 9/19

 This morning I planned to wake up at 6:30 but woke up at 7:10 instead. Which still isn't a big deal because I still got to take a shower and I feel more refreshed than ever. The only thing is that I didn't get to read my bible today. Lately I have had little to No motivation to get out of bed because I am quite literally always tired. I watched asteroid city last night. It was alright. This morning I was able to make my coffee and get to school on time without being so rushed. I felt a part of me start to get happy but for some reason, I led myself to believe I wasn't allowed to. I didn't realize how long I had gone without actually being truly happy/ excited. Based on Sophia terms, this period of time was a long time. I have to get back into my groove before this becomes a habit. 

If she sasses you, sass her back

Soph

p.s. I want to get back into the habit of doing these in the mornings

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