Thoughts of a person with ADD

Okay I know I may skip a day or two when I actually get to make a a blogpost now. I promise that it is not because I don't want to, It's because I woke up late and ran out of time so I have to start my homework right away. Anyways, It has officially been two days with me not working out and hopefully that will change this afternoon. When I work-out in my room, I actually like to wear my dance clothes because it actually makes me feel official and motivated for some reason. I know that's dumb but it works. It's like my dance clothes expect to be worked in. Call me crazy. Did I have on dance clothes when I went grocery shopping because I was caught off guard when the opportunity presented itself? Yes. Did it happen more than once? Yes. At least I was wearing shorts along with my leotard and pink tights. I sent out my letters and people are starting to get them!!!! I'm not doing this to get attention, I promise. But I wanna know if my lovelies liked their letter!! Is t...

This morning, I did not feel like getting out of bed. At all. And I did not until 10:30, not sleeping, just laying there. MY WHOLE SLEEPING SCHEDULE IS OFF THE WALLS. I promise I am extremely productive when it comes to school. I am extremely responsible and on top of everything but lately I have been so off. I need to find positive out of this. Almost every celebrity and teacher is making free lessons online and that is amazing. The earth is healing because there aren't as many people outside and polluting it. Non- eco-friendly kinds of transportation is put to rest and now our lovely earth is putting a kind response to that. I get to spend more time on the things I need to be doing (other than homework) because I am literally not going anywhere. The thing is, I have not been that motivated to do anything other than homework these past few days. It is so tempting to just go to my living room and watch the most random things. I am physically tired and I don't know why. Well, ma...

Question. What do you do when you caught feelings for a person that you have never met? Just kidding. But I bet it caught your attention. Lately, those videos of people confessing their love for someone they barely talk to is becoming extremely popular. I'm not gonna lie, I find them very entertaining, but get really sad when the protagonist does not get the guy she wants, go figure. What have I been doing lately? Well, I found out that there is a piece of hair that is longer that the rest of my hair. My dance teacher recently gave us a project that we have to research a choreographer of our choice and choreograph a 1 minute piece. I am honestly very happy with my results so far. I hope I get a good grade though because I am literally working so hard on it. Wow I am now talking about homework. Let's stop. If I am being honest, what has been taking up most of my brain time, is placements for next year. There are certain hopes (performing arts wise) that I really wish to fulfill....

Heyo! Okay so I know I haven't posted in two days but both of those days passed by so quickly. I actually went about seven miles on my bike the other day and then had a workout with Ms. Eileen yesterday. When I went outside I actually saw one of my school friends! I now have both of my doors decorated and redone, and most of my homework is done for the week, (despite the daily assignments). Also, I am obsessed with Ben Platt. That is the only thing I am listening to at the moment besides broadway musicals. I swear i'm like a different person. I am trying to find new healthy but good recipes to eat. Today I woke up and put on a dress to try to look cute, then immediately went back to sweatpants and a sweater. The best way to spend your dancing queen year is in your sweatpants. Okay now is confession time, but for real. I hate confrontation and being confronted. Not all confrontations make me uncomfortable, but the ones where someone calls me out, I go crazy. The only thing I don...

Alright. What I do with my day is something I can control. I am going to make this day productive, and I feel like if I write about it, I can make it happen. I went to sleep late AGAIN last night but that time, it wasn't really my fault. My dog was crying. Anyways, as soon as I shoot this post up, I will be going to do homework and get it all done, and if not all, then the majority of it. Then I will leave and go 6 miles on the bike (which I know 6 miles isn't a lot but I will only go up from there) and come home and do cardio - but the things I struggle with most. I wouldn't say I am terrible at push-ups but I could be better, I managed to pull a one minute plank with no problem the other day so I will improve that, and then Ms.Eileen's famous one million crunches. Yay workout.. Then after that, I have three doors in my room that are painted with chalk paint so I basically have three big chalk boards. I have not updated those chalkboards in forever so I'm gonna mak...

Heyo. Okay procrastination is real. I honestly feel like I can't escape it, which is absurd, because I totally can. I just don't want to. Want to hear something really messed up? I recently gained a new pet peeve, repetitive sneezing. Yes, seriously. I just realized that I am actually not comfortable being around sneezes that continues after just one or two. Call me crazy, but i'm pretty sure I'm not the only one. Anyways, can we please talk about how creepy the animated movie of Pinocchio is??? Don't get me wrong, I love the music and Pinocchio is the sweetest little thing. BUT what the heck is up with the ending of it?!?! Spoiler alert: Pleasure Island was just MESSED UP. This boy went off and got drunk and "high" while doing slave work. I won't even get started with the name of the island. I liked the beginning, but after a bit, I wish I just stopped watching it. That is all I have to say... about that. OH! So recently I have been listening to movie...

Okay I have really good news. It took a really long time for my brother to learn how to ride his bike and he finally learned. He is now going outside everyday practicing on his bike and it makes me so happy. I think it is so healthy to use a bike, and personally love riding them. It gives me a chance to clear my head and work out at the same time. Also, with Disney plus, I am starting to watch all of the movies I watched as a kid, and I really have to say that I have never cringed so much. Camp Rock is a bop, i'm not gonna lie. But MAN I have no idea why I thought they were all so cool. "she's really good" Mitchie really thought she did something there in the fist movie. But anyways, today's blogpost is going to be short because I woke up late, yet again. I really need to stop doing that. Any suggestions on how to fall asleep faster will be greatly appreciated :) Soph Camp Rock

Well hi again! So yesterday I started to do dance improv for the first time in FOREVER, and it surprisingly felt really good. Normally, I do not really like dance improv because I always found myself doing the same thing over and over again and that brought me to the conclusion that it was useless to me. But wow, once I put on music that I know absolutely every word to and bring it to dance, WITHOUT the pressure of anyone watching you, it feels amazing. I may have discovered another thing about myself. So, that's great. Also, I think the head of Cobb County is completely overcomplicating our online school schedule and to be honest, I am very much not happy about it. Why would they think that restricting us to a specific time to turn things in will help us. ESPECIALLY when all of your times to turn things in for different classes ARE AT THE SAME TIME. So yea i'm not happy about that. Not to mention that some of the things we are still learning will be completely useless to me in...

Heyo it's loaf, lilsoso, Soph, Sophia, Sophie, whatever my name is at the moment, perhaps I will switch it up here and there. Day two of doing work feels great. The only thing is, the amount of sunlight in the room I am currently working in is low at the moment. Fun fact - I actually do not like working in semi-lit rooms (much less a dark room). I know, it's weird. The more sunlight, the better. I LOVE the sun. I actually started to do homework outside for a certain amount of time until I had an encounter with pollen and a swarm of bees. Thank you nature.  Now I am inside back to where I started. It's okay though, I'm sure the sun will come out of its hiding spot sometime soon. Also, I woke up at 9:30 today and I am NOT proud of it. It is extremely hard for me to go to sleep early these days. PLEASE tell me that everyone else is like that. Because if it was for me, I could sleep until 11:30pm, and I don't like that one bit. I like waking-up with the sun, but I hate ...

Hello fellow people who may or may not be reading this, here is where all of my nonstop thoughts will be plastered... I will have a specific time in the morning to write out all of the nonsense that comes to mind before my daily routine actually starts. I don't know if anyone will read this or not, and frankly, I don't really care. I think I just found one of the best ways to keep myself composed. I have brought myself to a realization that the combination of coffee, movie scores in my ears, and writing blends into a complete pool of tranquility. I know staying at home hasn't exactly been a haven for everyone, especially those that CAN'T stay home. But I am trying to find sooo many ways to keep people in their happy mindset, including myself (hence the random writing). I love my family, I really do. What's not to love? The thing is, spending all day, every day with ONLY them, is definitely something interesting. I NEED to hug someone that isn't my dog, and that...