Thoughts of a person with ADD

To start off, I have mixed feelings about going back to school on my laptop. This senior year was going to be so good. I'm not saying that it won't be, it just won't be anything like I expected. There is this famous youtuber that went to my school and graduated this year. She posts a lot of school things and while I never really watched her videos before, I started to watch them now just to go back and reminisce the things that SHOULD be happening my senior year but are not anymore. On the bright side, the last time I did school online, I finished with all A's because for some reason it was so much easier for me to do everything online instead of in-person school. So that will for sure bump up my GPA if I keep that up senior year. College research will become a lot easier at home and it will be best for me to find a job since everything else is at home. 'Rona is opening up a lot of doors. But.... I... Miss... School... So.... Much. Am I really allowed to say that? I...

Oh..... Gosh.... It has been way too long. To be completely honest, the main reason why I made this blogpost today, is because I had so much running through my mind. And what place is better than plastering all of those thoughts online?? Okay so first off, I have literally been doing nothing. I would do something active here and there, but I spent most of June watching movies and waiting for sickness to arrive. I had strap throat for like a week but I never had a fever, which is weird. I was just tired all the time and had a sore throat and occasional headaches. I even went to the doctor only to get my strap throat test come out negative. But my doctor took one look at my throat and says that I most definitely have strap, and the test can be wrong on young ones. I am over it now, if you're wondering. ANYWAYS. I had this really good cheesy bread last night and I took one look at it this morning and realized that I will never get sick of carbs. OH! Lately I have been doing a TON of c...

I am so scared for the summer I don't even know what to do. It's like I can get out of the house, but can I really?   The other day, I got to see two of my lovely best friends, if not sisters. And get this, I didn't cry!!!! So far so great. Gosh I feel like I need to get more involved in online dance classes. I am literally trying so hard to keep myself modivated to stay active and healthy. Yesterday, I was JUST about to go on a bike ride, but it started to pour rain. I was literally on my bike and rain just hit the 100.  P.S This was a draft that I forgot to finish but published anyways :) Soph