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day 2 - hopefully this becomes a habit

 I have time until noon right now so i decided to go to Starbucks and get my work done. I sat down, opened my laptop and stopped to find myself people watching. It was such a peaceful four seconds that I actually moved to the window so It would look a lot more natural to stare at people rather than in the middle of the cafe, staring off into the distance. I like to try to figure people's backstories based off of what they're wearing. Look into who they're meeting, where they're going, or just what vibe they have in the moment. I found it remarkably peaceful. There is this guy that rides the roller blades to class every day and he always has on this groovy hat and earbuds. He has such a whimsical way of transporting himself. He quite literally dances his way from class to class and doesn't give a crap about other people judging him. I swear it's like a main character in a dream. On another note, I did not want to get out of bed this morning; much less wake up. My...

Morning of 9/19

 This morning I planned to wake up at 6:30 but woke up at 7:10 instead. Which still isn't a big deal because I still got to take a shower and I feel more refreshed than ever. The only thing is that I didn't get to read my bible today. Lately I have had little to No motivation to get out of bed because I am quite literally always tired. I watched asteroid city last night. It was alright. This morning I was able to make my coffee and get to school on time without being so rushed. I felt a part of me start to get happy but for some reason, I led myself to believe I wasn't allowed to. I didn't realize how long I had gone without actually being truly happy/ excited. Based on Sophia terms, this period of time was a long time. I have to get back into my groove before this becomes a habit.  If she sasses you, sass her back Soph p.s. I want to get back into the habit of doing these in the mornings